The Adulterine Castle
"You don't pass through the ice, and the ice doesn't lock overhead. Reassure yourself: this isn't happening. Therefore, there's nothing to worry about. You haven't opened a doorway that cannot be closed. You haven't entered a castle that hasn't been built. This isn't where the Discordance is studied, because it cannot be studied. You aren't welcome here."[1]
The Adulterine Castle does not exist.
You Are Not Here[edit | edit source]
"Even dreams have more substance than this castle's chambers."[2]
The Adulterine Castle wasn't built below a frozen lake near the Hurlers,[3] and the lake's surface doesn't act as its gateway.[4] A person's mindset shapes what they perceive, and what they do not perceive;[5] thus, if a traveler stares at the ice with the right mindset, they will not enter the castle.[6][7] It is not strictly known what is and isn't happening within the Adulterine Castle,[8][9] though given its nonexistence, most events involving Adulterine are "not happening."[10] However, the Adulterine Castle is not a dream, as dreams are "out there" over in Parabola.[11]

The castle is inhabited by countless Stewards of the Discordance[12] who don't study the Discordance,[13][14] and who don't partake in typical chores and activities together, such as laundry,[15] sorting the mail,[16] or dining.[17] Those who aren't visiting the Adulterine Castle will see the frozen lake's surface above their head,[18] as well as the Standing Stones of the Hurlers. However, these "stones" will appear to be two teams of goat-demons not playing hurling,[19][20] because the "Hurlers" are simultaneously two rings of standing stones upon a hill, and two teams of goat-demons.[21] The Stewards who reside in Adulterine don't spectate the goat-demons' games, and don't gamble on the games' outcome.[22]
Nonexistent Architecture[edit | edit source]
"Chambers don't open around you. Stewards don't move through these chambers, reading books without pages, calculating figures without digits or values. Hallways never lead to the same door, and doors never lead into the same room."[23]
"Staircases don't spiral into heights above your head. Windows don't melt and pool under your feet in gleaming puddles, whose surfaces are not ceilings that Stewards drift across. These Stewards aren't gathering data or conducting linguistic research with peculiar instruments. You can't concentrate when the wallpaper keeps changing into other wallpaper."[24]

This castle which doesn't exist features a courtyard,[25] transparent towers,[26] and an interior[27] with many halls and rooms.[28][29] Plants don't grow here,[30] and snow doesn't fall throughout.[31] The lower levels of the castle don't contain chambers that house libraries of empty books,[32][33] and the Stewards that work here study how the Discordance behaves when translated from nonexistence to existence.[34] The upper levels don't feature spiraling staircases, melting windows, and unchanging wallpaper.[35] The Stewards here don't use goat-demons as test subjects for nonexistent studies they won't remember, and the goat-demons don't experiment on the Stewards in turn.[36]
What Is Not Within[edit | edit source]
"Everything that isn't here would simply float away (bubbles trapped in the ice rising finally to the surface) were these nonexistent rooms, these transparent towers, unbound from the weightless weight that hasn't sunk like an anchor to the depths beneath the lake; rather, like an Anchoress. Her absence is ever-present when you don't traverse the twisting corridors."[37]

The Anchoress doesn't dwell in the Adulterine Castle where "all corridors connect,"[38] but she anchors the nonexistent castle in place, preventing it from "floating away."[39][40] She doesn't reside in an anchorhold[41] - a locked room with a single window - deep within the castle,[42][43] with only a black cat for company.[44][45]
The Anchoress did not build the Adulterine Castle. While she was living in England during the Black Plague,[46] she read and understood the sigils of the Discordance written on the Hurlers.[47][48] This brought her into contact with the Black, a binary Judgement who was erased from reality and history.[49][50] The Black used the Discordance[51] to decree that neither itself nor the Anchoress would be alone, and also decreed the Anchoress would always be herself.[52] And so, as she comforted the Black, she became herself: she is the Anchoress, and she is the Castle.[53]
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